Woke up happy , Helen was talking in her sleep and snoring just as i remembered hehe i wouldn't have it any other way she is back and that's what counts her tooth brush is back next to mine side by side like she promised it would be and she was good to her word ,

I now know she loves me as much as i love her and it will work for the both of us as we have both given up lots to get us to here and now, but also we have given and received a lot in return such as Love , honour and respect plus the big fact of wanting and needing each other and in my eyes it's more than a fair exchange....... we do have a nice home which gets more homely with each passing week , as more ornaments and items are being added , also we can now decorate and do some wallpapering we asked permission from the landlord and he agreed ............. someone once said to me when i left home and my wife , that the grass is not always greener on the other side i can tell you all it is ..........not only is it greener its more of a meadow with less weeds and nettles and i feel more like lying down in it rather than running through it.

Helen today goes for her appointment at the hospital to the breast clinic to get checked out and see what the problem is deep down i believe she is OK and does not need to worry.

Helen asked if we could a Jack Russell pup so we can talk it for walks by the canal and also so that it would be extra company for her for when i am at work i agreed with no objections , Helen as decided already that she would like a female dog and that the likely name at this time for it will be Penny i am more than happy and it will be well looked after and no doubt spoilt rotten.

All in all everything is coming good and by the end of today we will be in a better position regarding Helen's health concerns and scares ....... we still do need to buy a wardrobe and drawers which are now on the top of the list along with Penny.