Still Reading Scar Tissue the autobiography of Anthony Kiedis from the Red Hot Chili Peppers and he describes his drug abuse and his addiction to different types of drugs smoking swallowing and injecting his main drug of choice China white heroin and other opiates. and no matter how much money he had before he was superstar he could always get a fix and get a high some way either by mixing drugs or using prescribed tablets or using plain alcohol or methadone or plain marijuana a fix was always in the pipeline and he could always manage his addiction and the fix he always craved ...


And it got me thinking what happens if the addiction is love and it the person whom you crave desire and need on a daily basis's then leaves by dying moving countries or just moves out and just ends the relationship for other reasons or simply that they have fallen out of love with you.



How do you fix your fix what do you do to replace lost love when your heart is aching torn in two how long does the cold turkey take for your feelings to wane and die if they ever .... do you go off the rails drink yourself into oblivion i know a few who have don't we all ......do buy a pet move house and change jobs ..........do you start to watch different movies and listen to different songs ......to start a new in everything you see and do one day at a time .......and if none of this works and you cant sleep at night , eat , or concentrate and have a serious lack of interest in everything else , and if all you do is to reminisce and day dream about her or him which was the love of your life then what happens next what does then fill the void its a tough one ain't it...............but who does not serious want to fall in love and risk everything and all for the love of good woman or man the answer to that is of course all of us.................the only solution is when you find the person you truly love do everything in your power to keep it alive to keep it true and keep it real .............never get tired of holding hands hugging and kissing and whispering i love you 100 times a day but must of all do it because you mean it and because you want to and always speak the truth be honest and show respect at all times hopefully the love then wont fade and die .........