well we are half way through the week already , so its downhill to the weekend , not sure what our plans our , i posted Helen's details for her tarot cards readings on our website at work called TALKBACK.As a result she has taken a few bookings it can be viewed by hundreds of people 24/7 and not just throughout Leeds , so potentially she could get quite a bit of work , and she has four people booked in already after being online for only one day .
, a total of 138 people viewed her details, a result..... am i a good or what.

Renewed my car tax online and still waiting for it to drop through the mail box if it does not come today i will be worried , and basically in the shit ,once again the joys of motoring , i am seriously getting to hate all the expense and hassle of owning a car i understand why people lease them.

dropping Helen of at work my routine is getting boring sometimes i go to the supermarket and buy any milk dog , cat food any other provisions we might need yesterday i bought mouth wash and a new deodorant i usually get Lynx they do various different versions and for years i have been happy using Lynx today i picked up a totally different brand instead for no other reason to be different and to make a small change , as life is getting boring .

Then i go back home wash any pots , make a coffee and feed the animals , boot up the laptop and visit my favourite sites and catch up with any new posts .i will Cook breakfast at some stage and listen to some music , every other day i will iron a fresh shirt for work , i have a shave and wash and that's about it for the morning , i will vacuum the bird feathers up and any other mess in our kitchen dinner , and leave the house reasonable tidy .

At one leave home for the bus in to the city so i can attend work at two listening to music on my i-phone on the 15 minute bus journey , Once in town i will buy a bottle of spring water kiwi and strawberry and sometimes maybe a hot pastie , i call in to the Gadget shop and see what's for sale or go in to a book shop see what new books are out so i can download them ,i will go to the music shop HMV to see what new music and films are out , then walk the five minutes it takes to get to work , i swipe in at the back entrance and catch the lift to the windowless office to start my shift till ten.

At ten i walk to the bus stop and wait ten minutes for the bus home , once home i cook something to eat , chat to Helen for about a hour before we go to bed setting our i-phone alarms for five and half five so we can start on time another day in our boring lives .

I want to wake up and have an eventful day, to go to bed thinking WOW what a great day i have just had instead of thinking end of a shit day another one happening again tomorrow , i don't know what i should be doing i know i am not happy with my job its dull and mundane and unlikely going to get any more interesting , i need to be doing something and going in a different direction but down which path or route i don't know.

Another thing i have now to consider in choosing my tablet pc that i would like to buy there is now rumours that Apple are going to release a smaller version of i -pad for around £199, and its expected release date is to be in September , of course if this was to be the case i would then wait to buy one ,and i would then also get another i-phone instead of the Samsung , the Internet and being online does make my life more interesting its a form of escape and if i didn't have access to it life would be totally crap shit and deathly boring.

My laptop lets me discover new music , films and books ,play games and lets me buy goods and things i need cheaply and at a knock down price , i can speak to my daughter on the other side of the world in a different time zone to me more or less instantly and free of charge ,these things i find interesting and fascinating , i can discover new art and artist and view all my photos that i have stored on my hard drive , these if i wish i can share via email or upload to anyone i wish , i can go on Face book , love it hate it and catch up with what others have been doing , to say the least there is not a day i don't go online , thanks to smart phones i say the only time i am not online is when i am asleep.






Maybe i should get out more walk in the woods and smell the grass instead of the coffee , i took Pip to our local cemetery for a walk through the graves then the penny dropped at least i am living and i should be grateful , i have the freedom and choice to walk where i like , i guess only amongst the dead one is truly alive.

The above photo is a grave of a young woman , i spoke with her husband one time when he was attending to her grave whilst i was walking Pip , he tole me they were divorced so it was his ex wife , she was killed on the motorway returning home from a Christmas shopping trip , a van driving in front of her shed a carpet , and it blocked her windscreen and vision she crashed her car and she died instantly , he leaves the flowers on a regular basis even though it is ex wife , when we walk through Helen and i always stop and give her our blessings , she looks similar to Helen when she had blonde hair Her name is Helen she was only 41 years old , the same age as my Helen when we first saw her grave , we never knew her and i have only seen the ex husband the one time ,and he told us of how she had passed , it makes us sad that she is dead , if you see the gravestone it as a picture of her top left corner.She was very pretty hopefully she is now a Angel.