Our friend has left her husband for good it kicked of last Sunday night , when Helen went round to the house to get the kids out and some of her belongings which i knew nothing about , as i thought Helen was staying out of the way at the mothers house , anyway the police was there and they watched her and the kids leave they even acted as a removal van and helped her with the cases , bin liners and other bags by using the police van they was patrolling in to drop the stuff of at her mothers house just a mile way.

She gets the keys to the house she is renting today she is cleaning it from top to bottom and because she is doing this the land lord is giving her the first week rent free.
The boss she works for is giving her a leather corner suite and a faux leather bed and some other items table chairs she she wont be totally with out any furniture she is going back to the house to remove the washing machine and dryer , most of the goods in the house she as bought anyway including laptops , tv's ,game consoles , pots pans .

when we started again and we was in the hotel i checked in the morning and Helen was turning up in the afternoon she arrived with pots and pans and plates knives and forks and some other items ornaments and odds and sods , when you have nothing anything you can get is a bonus.

luckily the apartment we ended up leasing was fully furnished and equipped we ended up buying a bookcase a goldfish and bowl , books , dvds & cd's , lamps and candle sticks and candles a few photo frames any small items we could afford to make it ours to put our stamp on things as soon as we got a car the first place we went to was Ikea we was both excited because it was fun furnishing our place our new home and i guess the first few weeks where you discover likes and dislikes or the same likes its fun and no doubt that will happen to our friend she will eventually build a home with another person go to places for the first time take new photos and watch new films and listen to new songs together all for the very first time , i suppose keeping life fresh and interesting is what its all about and not getting in to debt doing it that's the art of it all.

I have just realised i am bored , and i am bored of this house , this city , my job and the things i do its all mundane and flat grey and dull ,FCUKING HELL its sad its a unwatered flower , it should be blooming yet its wilted dried and lacks lustre standing out in the rain wouldn't bring it back to life , fcuking depressing ain't it.

Sometimes its the little items and possessions that make a house a home and its not what you haven't got its what you got that counts glad i got my car back because its freedom in a can can fill up fcuk off and if need be sleep in it might cause back ache but it might be fun , life would be more dull and shit without Helen in it guess i am lucky that way , as i still find her sexy fun and gorgeous , even if i do tell her off and argue with her doesn't mean i love her less am just not being a yes man .


Watching :- "i am Bruce Lee"

Listening to - Oasis

Wanting - Excitement