Wish i had a more interesting life seem to be set in a rut and are just plodding on day to day , i never considered my self to be a plodder but everything seems preordained seem to be like a record needle stuck in one groove , and its had to knock yourself on to a new track , or to change the album all together.

keep think one day game over and that will be it no second chance no rewind no another throw of the dice , no rematch , no once more round the board its the end the finish line , no get out of jail free card game over .

I envy all the people who love their jobs who get up rearing to go , i get up rearing to go back to bed although i never do , it all seems a bit pointless , even though Helen is working and still doing readings we need to make changes , i guess a city is only as interesting as you make it , Leeds is getting us down its got everything yet theres nothing really going on , and most weekends its uneventful i don't mean bars ,clubs, restaurants, cafes and shops etc , of course there is loads of them throughout the centre of Leeds.

I mean there is nothing going on , nothing where people meet and chill there is not even a decent car boot to go to any more , no street artists or performers no street vendors or sellers where have all the interesting people gone.

The dark arches used to be a fascinating place with artist selling the craft wears you could see them make it in front of you , there vendors selling great exotic food freshly made , it was a place where you could get unusual gifts ,and the Council for what ever reason fcuked it up TOTALLY and it shut down i think they wanted to charge more rents so the people left , and now no one is there its deserted and nothing as replaced it a waste.
Clarence dock was good there was new shops opening all the time it was all new built next to the canals and water ways near to the Royal Armouries museum , then Starbuck's pulled out after only a year which was a bad sign , now out of all the ones opened , only a few remain , same thing happened at the Corn Exchanges the council have fcuked that up too its half a good as it used to be.

When i tell my daughter to stay on the road , stay in another country or keep moving and keep traveling and meeting up with interesting people along the way with different views on life from different cultures ,to explore all the world and its animals and people , its oceans and forests , and its mountains and beaches , to see the fish and animals up close ,and even just go to all the different Starbucks , Maccy d's , and Kfc's all over this planet , on the broad walks and precincts the arcades and malls than do it , and photograph it , blog it , face book it and keep a diary about it , I tell her and i mean it, don't rush home because the truth is , i wish it was me.

GUESS I NEED A HOLIDAY.