Well got my first monthly wage as a supervisor and to be honest i was earning a lot more as a cleaner although the hours i worked where never guaranteed each week , if i had come out with what i got this month as a supervisor with a wage increase and also a annual pay rise i would have considered it a bag wage , If I pay all the bills i am left with nothing , and i wont even have money for the bus fares to work , so the question is what don't i pay as we are behind with most bills its just going to put us in more debt , i don't have the answers and i don't have the money and i fell like fuck it why is it all down to me to pay all the bills mortgage , food and toiletries .

The picture is of an Abalone shell Helen bought on Ebay for a few pounds it sits on a cobra stand and contains different crystals and gems - Abalones have been identified as one of the many classes of organism threatened with extinction due to acidification of oceans from anthropogenic carbon dioxide, as reduced pH erodes their shells. It is predicted that abalones will become extinct in the wild within 200 years at current rates of carbon dioxide production. The extract was taken from wikipedia.

For the fifth day running it is dark and grey and wet and raining periodically on and off all day again , and it looks like its not going to be greatest weekend weather wise ,we might distribute some more of Helen's leaflets she as printed out to other places covering a wider area from last weeks that we placed in shops and supermarkets we got four readings plus someone who wants a several doing at their home so its worth spending time and getting out there and making the effect.

Finally hooked with my daughter again on skype the time difference makes it hard plus she as other family members and loads of Friends to talk and chat to so its never easy she is doing good and is still working she was using the net book her good friend sent her over from Australia , She is still working at the Salon and doing cuts for girls she knows at the Hostel and others she has meet out and about , and will move in to her apartment next Saturday with her best friend Shanelle who is funding the cost of the deposit bond up front rent etc , she as constantly helped my daughter out from day one and she has been there with her through thick and thin , i don't think i know that she couldn't have got a better travel companion or better friend to go with her than Shanelle , and without her help it wouldn't have been possible , i like to say Thank you .