A grey and wet start to the day don't think its going to improve any .still waiting for pay day to come around every month is getting harder we need to find a alternative way of living don't think its possible to live cheap in the U.K simple because of the weather need to be somewhere where its constantly sunny and warm.

We owe the gas company £600 and i am totally peeved its something else that needs paying and i don't earn enough salary every month to pay all bills and the mortgage to run a car and pay for other services like the phone and broadband and food and milk and bread and other stuff we need on a daily basis and that's not including the water rates the council tax and electric meter .Its a constant battle and i am losing ground life is just too hard and i feel like its all down to me.
Saying that Helen is doing more than she has every done and does help out where and when she can best thing she could do for her health and purse strings is to stop smoking £6.65 a packet is a joke that's a price of a new i-pod touch every month