Dropped Helen of at tranquility psychic centre and help her set up her reiki bed stopped on the way to get a pint of milk . lighted some incense and put some meditation music on using the i-pod and dock.i will pick her back up at around four o clock.

I drove over to Lawnswood crematorium about 15 minutes away , to scatter my mothers ashes i did it in the shape of the cross it looked ok , it was amazing how much there was to scatter , Sprinkled the rest over the plants daffodils and other flowers at last she is blowin in the wind.

We have all kept some in silver sealed boxes which we had when she was cremated over six years ago another two cylindrical pill tubes was filled and sealed shut both for my daughter and son they both wanted some as a keep sake totem which is touching to know .

Daughter of mine is still living it up in New Zealand and is now in her fifth week away from the U.K , she is still living at the hostel , but she has meet a local woman and crew and stays over at there house usually over the weekend when they have been out drinking partying and out on the razz , at least she gets a decent shower food and sleeps in a proper bed rather than a metal bunk bed in the hostel she is currently residing at.

well its a good job Helen is earning some cash today as i am skint she has four readings booked next week and gets paid Monday .

Shit i have to wait another two weeks for my wage to be paid , my decent camera is at cash converter's pawn shop and i am not sure if i want it back , might make do with a half decent compact camera which i have seen online but is available at most camera outlets decision's decision's just not earning what i use to earn , hopefully get more shifts at the Hospital that i work at and try and get some weekend shifts too i will have to enquire Monday , i was earning more cleaning the operating theatres than what i am getting as a supervisor , saying that still not had my first months salary so will have to see , i wont order the Maserati just yet.