Pissed off with the weather ,pissed off with bills , pissed off with prices for food which goes up every time you go shopping , pissed off with the house need new bay windows will cost around £6000 , pissed off with this country , pissed off with the people that live here ,no one cares the government and politicians are the biggest wankers going ,and are in it to win it for themselves , no have no real idea or grasp how the rest are struggling to survive , pissed off with those who always think you have savings in the bank just waiting to be spent , pissed off because its very likely i wont have a holiday again this year , so all in all you could say i am totally pissed off.

Keep seeing a Landrover Discovery driving around where i live with the slogan on the wind screen "one life live it" YES IF I HAD THE MONEY I WOULD , if the job situation was better more people would as well , we are all too busy trying to survive , we are running to stay in the same spot , and that's if we are lucky .

I work at the hospital and see cases that are so sad people who are critical ill and are terminal cases , and young children who wont see there age reach double figures and i know i shouldn't moan , and i should be contented and grateful and happy with what i have , happy that i go home to a house that is basically dry , warm and safe and that Helen is there waiting for me each night yet i am feeling down , must be the weather .

Well just got back from getting my haircut from Louise at Luxe hair salon in Bramley once again she cut it exact how i like it , also trimmed my eyebrows and side burns it was actually sunny and warm when i left the house which was nice , i dropped helen of there eat nine this morning , Louise is a friend and they sit drink tea and chat all day . Fingers crossed things will get better . Sunshine after the rain and all that , but for now its nearly two p.m and time to get ready for work.