Highlight of yesterday was getting up and driving over to White Rose shopping centre and buying a freshly spit roasted sweet chili chicken kebab if i had known how tasty they where i would have had two i was already at the car before i started to eat it.
Helen bought a 12-13 diary told her to do a online blog but i think she needs to keep a hard copy i might start a written one again but keep it as a thoughts and deeds general doodling and things i find to my liking and inkling sort of a jotter come scrap book.

Feel tired today hope tonight does not drag i am on my own for the first time and for the whole of the following week , and any problems occurring will be down to me to sort out or try and resolve the best i can , i hope everyone turns i and i get no one knocking work because its a bank holiday.

Helen sons being a total dick head he has not worked in nearly three and a half years and i am getting to the stage that i don't want to put up with him anymore. I didn't leave my family home and kids and all possessions to have a shit head living under the same roof .

Every fortnight he has to sign on to get his benefit , today he slept in and was not going to go . as a result he wouldn't have got any money for the next two weeks , we cant afford to support him and to be honest i don't want to , hes recently asked me for money and i have refused.
He smokes but as everything else he cant afford this habit so constantly taps and nags cigs of his mother , if i have bought her the cigs i begrudge him smoking them it irritates me.

Not working he comes and goes as and when he pleases and stays up till two and three in the morning on his mothers laptop , he will never be allowed to go on mine or my desk top i refuse point blank.
I feel my life is being dictated by him , he will never get another job as he lacks people skills and his reading and writing are are of a age eight year old he is twenty five this year , yet chooses to do nothing to improve his abilities.

My partner wants to sell the house to get rid of him if we do we will be renting for the rest of our life but i know this next house i get be it rented or bought it will be no more than one bedroom and room for no one else but us , end of.