woke up alone again don't like it one bit the bed is way too big and quite without Helen bedside me.
Finished work at twelve today so i could go home to pick Helen at our house, i had to take her to occupational health department at St,Jame's Hospital she had an appoinemt at half one due to her sickness record (all legit) , so at least i got to spend the afternoon with her.

Still had to go to my evening job working until half past eight when i finished there i saw Helen at our house before i dropped her of at her old house thjis was just after 9-15 pm , gave her the taxi fare home for the morning.
After tonight THERE WILL only BE one more night OFF sleeping alone, i think tomorrow will drag all day,just know it, and no doubt it will be raining and grey all day.... i just know it ...any way it will be sunny inside of me knowing its the last fcuking night yippee.

I went to Asda bought some essentials like pear cider three bottles for four pounds , bought the the ingredients for a banana cake that Helen is going to bake me or i will smack her arse, she will she told me what to buy, bought some salad i hate the stuff, some lamb chops, lamb mince, and steak mince .Got home our Westie Ellie was looking sad she too misses Helen , Bobby the cat was quite not like her so i gave her some cat treats , i checked my emails made a frothy coffee with whipped cream and went to bed.

Sent Helen a text saying i was going round to kiss her night night but i was already tucked up in bed and just joking with her hehe.