Got up later then usual i made Helen a cup of tea and i had a coffee with her in the kitchen before i left for the day.She had a funeral to attend a sobering thought that the clock is ticking for us all.

I guess it makes us ask the question of how we are living our life's and do we truly love the person we are with are we truly happy with what we have to do to survive even when the going gets tough.

I can honestly say i do some times regret the hours that i work and it is hard and it is tiring but i do it so i can be with a certain person. To live a life that i want to live, hand on heart i will continue to do so for as long as it takes so eventually the ultimate aim that we can get a house together, and get another mortgage and buy a house that we can call home decorate it and do to it what ever we wish .
Picked Helen up just after nine from her old home, she has been looking after her son every night this week as her ex had been starting his night shift earlier than usual.
Watched Katie and Peter's next chapter then Billie Piper in secrets of a call girl needless to say it set the mood for the night and this morning.