we got to work this morning at seven by five past Helen had collapsed and ended up shaking on the hospital floor , a porter and nurse was called for and we ended up going o A&E ,once there they tested her blood sugar levels , did a heart scan using a ECG machine , took two lots blood samples from her arm ............she hates needles and took her blood pressure both laying down and stood up.

Everything came back normal nothing nothing scary showed up and after a few hours we was allowed to go home on the recommendation she rested and went to bed and did nothing all day and if she felt ill or had another attack we was to go Right back.

Its the first time i have seen someone i love so much collapsed on the floor it was a scary moment and i hope i am always there when she needs me , hopefully this wont happen ever again , the doctor put it down to a panic attack brought on bu recent events , i will look after her and have Monday off after a phone call to my line manager to OK it , it wont have been twenty four hours and i need to be there to make sure she is OK when she wakes up and throughout the rest of the day.

We have decided we need to go to bed earlier than we do eat regular and chill out more eat more fruit and veg and get more fresh air instead of being in doors also try and drink less caffeine life is too busy and hectic and i have to admit its all a haze some days.

Got two phone calls after six o clock wishing me happy fathers day from my Daugther and Son better late than never.

The picture included in this post is Helen's latest art work using coloured chalk on black board love her pics.