MISS YOU

Missing little Alfie am sad i know but was attached to the little fellow , i hope he has his wings and he's found peace and happiness.

It does  make me wonder whats it all about what are we all doing and how many are living life to the fullest potential , i know i am not i come nowhere near yet i continue to carry one as if i have all the time in the world which i know  that i don't have .
Maybe i will if eventually we buy the trailer home or static house what ever we wish to call it , i will start living like i mean it.
How to change your life and do more things or just to make life more interesting if we don't change anything than life stays the same ,but knowing how to change or making it happen is the hard bit .

Two more days and i am back at work that's if we don't get more snow  falling if we do than maybe i will be off all week , now that would make life a little bit more interesting .

I have to bury little Alfie we are going to lay him to rest behind the cottage the ground is too hard at the moment he his tightly wrapped in his blanket and then in  two bin bags before being placed in a box this is then in another bin bag , covered with snow outside our front window until i can borrow a shovel and bury him .
Hate to think i would have to get rid of a human body it is way too much hassle just trying to bury the cat they make it look so easy on  "The Walking Dead" reality is quite different.


Listening to Cast - Troubled times life tour .

Watching - "John Wick" full of action  and "Vice" staring Bruce Willis.

Wishing for - A House move .

Missing - Alfie