EASTER SUNDAY

Easter Sunday Helen has a reading at three and two more  at seven , i have said we can go for a late night drive somewhere as  its being  a total boring day after the disaster yesterday of going all the way to the coast just to come home again today is no better and just as bad .
No where is open Helen wanted to take some jeans back but  all the main stores shops and centers are shut for the religious holiday of Easter Sunday.

I went down to the canal with Pip this morning the clocks went forward by a hour this morning we did a big circuit and we walked through some of the city centre Helen stayed at home to clean the house , it was partially sunny , i called in  a shop and bought some bacon ,sausages , meatballs and cheese  to cook for sandwiches when i finally got home , i also bought Helen a box of Maltesers for Easter.

I am bored Leeds is a bore we don't do anything life is flat and dull nothing changes i cant get my head round the fact that this is it what's in store for the rest of my life i wish i was young enough to train to do a job in I.T like a web designer or a technician , who either builds repairs or even designs complete office's or industrial systems or just plain  fixing pc's and phones working in the city in a modern building with nice fittings and furnishings instead of the dumb i work in although saying that it is in the city.

Life is passing me by and i don't know how to get on track to a different life style what i need to do to make life more fun i cant even come up with a decent hobby to whittle away the boredom. and i am getting annoyed and angry at my predicament i don't want to suffer boredom the way i do at the moment and  i want life to be different new and fresh exciting and some what  glamorous ,  I guess i want a life style i cant have or i cant afford  and maybe that's what getting at me
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I want a holiday that's not going to happen until we sell the house i want to see new places i want to go to a major city abroad like New York even if it is only for a few days rather than a few weeks the point is it will be new and it will involve planing excitement traveling making plan and catching  planes and taking photos for capturing memories , had a duck curry with noodles and pear cider it helped , l have got Back to the future 1,2&3 to watch might as well cut my wrists now lol.