What a day yesterday went to work at the hospital after I finished my college job and decided to give Helen a call see how she was ,no answer left it 15minutes called again no answer so sent a text RU OK ,no reply left it ten minutes called the land line no answer waited ten minutes called the land line again still no answer so i texted a message to her phone again waited no reply so i left a voicemail message and waited again no reply.

I thought she might have gone to her parents house to return the photographs we scanned in last night and forgotten to take her phone, so I called them at their house they had not seen or heard from her all day,all of this happened over the space of over two hours finally.

I finally got a phone call from her she had left her phone on charge in the bedroom we both do this as we use them for alarm clocks had gone back downstairs and had fallen asleep on the sofa and of course didn’t hear her phone ringing.

Helen does complain of dizzy spells and had been known to pass out it happened once at work last year so there was reason for me to be worried another thought I had was she started painting off the ladders and had lost her footing and fallen.

When I got home she was not in the house was in total darkness and the door confined to the kitchen ten minutes later she returned her eldest son was kicking off he has lost his job a few weeks ago and had split up with his girlfriend to top it all he left his bike on the drive and someone had it away he was sending silly texts messages that had Helen worried enough to go seek him out.
He hangs out near his father’s house which is a council estate on the wrong side of town Helen was upset and concerned so she went looking for him with her friend you had called round and had a car just to make sure he didn’t do anything untoward to himself or others.

Another thing had happened her youngest son who is only thirteen was sent home from school he was having feeling faint and his heart was racing and beating too fast later on in the afternoon it happened again , he ended up going to casualty at around half past eight at night took get checked out , I took Helen round to her mums house and dropped her off with her mother at the casualty department they did all the checks blood levels, sugar levels and hooked him up to a ECG he got a clean bill of health and was sent home .

Helen got back home just after midnight we cooked potato waffles egg and bacon put in to a bread cake for tea/supper watched Jade Goody’s wedding ceremony on living tv which just depressed us even more was quarter to two when we went up to bed .AND TO CAPE IT ALL ITS FRIDAY THE 13TH TODAY CANT WAIT .