Back at work and its pouring down with rain feels like a Monday but its not , all the roads are really bad and water logged. I left home and Helen in a nice warm bed .... who ever invented the concept of work and a eight hour working day a five day working week and who decided on holiday entitlement and why did we agree.

Will get home tonight around half past eight p.m , i usually leave at seven a.m i work longer hours and i don't mind THAT'S BECAUSE i have a better life than what i had , its better loving and more of it..... i have more laughs hugs and cuddles and i kiss a certain lady endlessly....i email and text Helen more than any other person i know and i have sent her more messages using all the technology available in the last year then i have sent to everyone else i know in the last ten years.

I love this woman and in this my concert of life she is still centre stage and she still rocks my world...... i would be totally gutted and devastated if she ever left me hopefully that wont happen.... what ever happens we fight on together we have made a new life together and it gets better all the time.... no other woman as ever done anything close as to what Helen has done for me..... she has put all her trust and faith in me and she as given to our relationship all she as had to give and more and i will never forget that.
Certain people might think this makes me a bad person that's there f - - king problem not mine.