Finished work Friday at four no working the night shift at the Hospital i had the night off.

Went over to Crofton to see Ellie's brother for the very first time meet him and his wife had a coffee we did get lost on the way there AA route planner not that clear , then from there shot over to Flockton to meet some other of Ellie's other friends Sharon and Steve went to their local had a bar meal only had two pints of lager shandy drove back to Leeds got home at around midnight.


On Saturday we both worked 07-00 - 15-00 shift after we finished work we walked into town i meet my Daughter and her friend I paid for them i Chinese meal at N01 buffet and left them after we had been round Currys looking at cd players laptops and flat screen tv's for her bedroom.


Saturday night went for a Indian meal to Akbars's on Greek street we meet up with Sharon and Steve from Flockton they dropped us back at the apartment spent the rest of the night doing nothing Ellie dropped the bombshell she was going back home to the house and her son and husband on Monday , i thought she meant permanently but no she as stuff to sort out and should return in a few days she leaves this afternoon and i feel my heart being split in two she has promised she loves me and wants to be with me and will return to me , and i honestly do believe her,so i have to give her time and room and the trust to do this as her son is only twelve and for a couple of days needs his Mum , and although i don't like her going back to her house i have no choice and i cant stop her, if she feels this is something that she has to do and hopefully by Wednesday, Thursday at the latest she will return so watch this space i will just have to get on with work cleaning the flat top to bottom and sleeping alone for the next few days and nights.

She as cooked me a large shepherds pie made with lamb mince , a quiche to keep me going i can cook and wont starve.

going to the Aire bar for a drink before she leaves sometime this afternoon.