happy birthday helen , bought her a wrought iron bird feeding station , also bought a seed feeder, nut feeder and a another attachment for hold a suet block .plus the nuts seed and meal worms.

Tomorrow is Helen's birthday she is 42 years old she always says its too close to Christmas her ETA was 25Th of December which must be the worse date possible for presents and cards at least no chance of forgetting or getting dates mixed up and of course its the same birthday as Jesus a added bonus anyway hope you enjoy your day love you loads even if your now knocking on a bit at 42 years old lol ,

Well Christmas is over for another year after today i cant wait for 20011 , think a few people i know will glad to see the back off 2010 as well .
I meet my daughter where she works she is a hairdresser and showed me round the salon she works at its ultra modern hi tech and is over two floors , they even have a ps3 and at least three plasma tvs and sky music channels i-pod docks and all the glossy magazines including STUFF and FHM could spend a few days stuck in there no problem.
Saw my son Guy again he's well grown and madly in love just like his dad , HOPE HE HAS A GREAT 2011 .
Helen got to eat Christmas dinner at her parents house with her son Kris and her mother and father,its the third Christmas that we have now been for dinner having her son there was totally unexpected and like me Helen as not spent that much time with her sons , and i have spent little or no time with my son Guy i hope that changes in the new year , i do miss him loads.

watching "AN IDIOT ABROAD" and "INCEPTION"
LISTENING TO :- MICHAEL JACKSON NEW ALBUM "MICHAEL"

Car is back in the garage i went to the hairdressers yesterday came out car wouldn't start I had to have it towed in to the garage that i have used for the clutch and turbo hose , at least its pay day , i am hoping its not the fuel pump but will find out later today.
Always something every time i earn extra cash by working weekends then something crops up and i never get to spend the extra cash on myself , it always goes on unexpected events. i have got a decent wage coming at the end of January waiting to see what happens next.

Meet up with my son Guy haven't seen him for ages , he as Relly grown up in the last six to nine months he is as tall as me and has matured more than i thought he would i am really proud of him he has a great girlfriend he loves dearly and spends all his free time with her.I meet Rosie for the first time they look a great couple and have been together a while she makes him and happy and i hope truly loves him and sticks with him i know she is his world .

Guy my son lives with my ex wife at Pocklington other side of York and his girlfriend Rosie live at our old Village Swillington .But saying that they spend days at each other houses , he lives in a converted garage and i call him Fonzie and it goes straight over his head which i would expect.He does NOT work he cant get a job ,THERE not many jobs going where he lives not many jobs going full stop , just jobs going redundancy payments are funding a lot of christmas this year.I do hope in the new year he finds work , he will be eighteen at the end of January and he can sign on what a depressing thought.LEAST ITS SOME CASH IN HIS POCKET .

He should be working ,he wants to work and would love to learn a trade and of cause he wants to buy clothes and gadgets and glossy magazines , wants to look nice smell nice and own nice things hopefully to buy a house have driving lessons and get a car as if insurance petrol is ever going to be affordable and i know he would love travel abroad wouldn't we all .

He wants treat his girlfriend and buy her nice accessories , jewelry meals out and weekends away , yet he cant because he doesn't earn a wage , its so sad for him and all the other young people this country is robbing its young folk out of a living robbing them of their dreams and ambitions i feel so sorry as he needs money at his age he should be setting targets for the rest of his life , shouldn't all young people and its not possible no WORK , he as a scooter which he travels to and from his girlfriends house weather permitting , the A64 is notorious for car users , a young lad on a scooter is a scary thought I hope he is protected from those above and i hope he never has a accident.

This country is on its knees and its getting worse and we the British public let it happen we are lemmings , petrol prices , V.A.T,emigration is constantly rising , apart from EMA which is stopping nice one all you M.PS (WANKERS).

i think its about time we dropped the GREAT from Great Britain and just be called Britain , i reckon in a few years time we will be a third world country,were it's people are freezing to death from having no food and no money to afford having their heating on.
Going to be a new year soon , NEW YEAR WORSE SHIT TO COME....MERRY CHRISTMAS TO ALL especially to Guy and Tuesday love you both.

Hoping to get a White Christmas have Christmas eve off through till the following Thursday . Will need plenty of pear cider and Irish coffees made with old bushmills .plenty of DVDs to watch hoping to watch all lord of the rings films and Harry potter films too.Need a decent book to read and a couple of magazines , to do some walking and do some photography of places and events.BUt before all thus do some Christmas shopping.wanting my helen to have a great festive season and look forward to 2011.

Last Friday had two teeth out a denture plate made with two teeth on it it was made from an impression i had taken the week before.The teeth were extracted once the plate was made i didn't want to be walking around with a massive gap , anyway it fitted fine but its weird having it in my mouth, especially eating ,talking is ok and getting use to its shinny texture has not been easy.
My mother had full set of dentures when she was in her teens and it must have been a nightmare but she never moaned and coped considerable well bless her hopefully i will do the same.

Saw my Daughter Saturday night she cut my hair after we took her to the Academy Chinese buffet as well as eating from the buffet they have a cook there , she had a squid dish cooked for her , i don't think she liked it.

Finished work at twelve took yesterday due to adverse weather conditions it took me an hour and a half to get home which is usually twenty minutes top We was suppose to go to York opera house last night.I had took the night of work bloody snow we got as far as the Fox and Grapes before turning round a blizzard had started and visibility was a nightmare so we used the car park to turn around and head home via Asda it was not worth risking it bought some muffins , scotch pancakes and crumpets , chicken , pork and lamb .

Today again there is no work due to the snow i phoned up just after seven to a answer phone saying due to adverse weather conditions shut until Friday the 3rd December , as i write this its sunny and bright hehe Moby loves the snow Harvey likes to go out only for a short while.

Helen is getting texts from some weirdo trying to split us up, they are saying she is meeting me on a dinnertime and doing certain things with me , lucky Helen is not biting , but it is upsetting these started the other day and so far she has had around twenty messages saying i work too much that i am having sex that i want out all lies... told Helen i am here AND WITH HER because i want to be if i didn't like stuff OR SITUATIONS WE ARE IN and if i didn't love her , or couldn't cope with life as it is that i would be off.
I have don't it once BEFORE and i walked away from a lot more than what i have now but it never is about material possessions with me its about a life style and being with the person you truly want to be with no matter what , about going to bed and waking up with the person you want

Listening to Kanye West :- My beautiful dark twisted fantasy

Helen phoned me at work she had called the fire brigade Moby had got his head stuck in our cast iron wine rack and she couldn't free him .the fire engine turned up within five minutes siren going lights flashing within minutes he was freed using the jaws of life to cut through the steel, a big thanks to the west Yorkshire fire. Service your help was appreciated big licks from Moby our border collie dog hopefully he has learnt a lesson.

My daughter bought these two pieces of art she is only 19 and these paintings like her are so cool she is a hairdresser working at a great studio near to here home she bought the Michael Jackson one first followed by marilyn what she got earlier this week ,the next piece of art she wants is a tattoo she is old enough and its her choice

Halloween as come and gone so too bonfire night was invited to a bonfire party which was excellent left smelling of burnt wood and fireworks .

For the last seven weeks i have worked every weekend which is what i wanted for ages to get overtime from my hospital job last month was a five weekended i really need the money , who doesn't with Christmas lumming, gas prices going up diesel going up every thing going up and the cost of the car getting repaired its been a struggle making ends meet.

Now i need dental work doing which will be around three hundred pound mark cant wait for this year to end.

Moby is growing every day and he is no longer a little pup he is still playful and still giddy he is going through his terrible two stage at the moment but were not complaining on the hold he is a brilliant dog .

The picture is taken at Wentworth garden centre the historic walled garden

listening to ;- Bon Jovi greatest hits

Today we went out in the car Parked up in town to do some shopping for crystals and incense .Helen finally got some boots she liked. all the shoe shops in Leeds didn't realise it be such a quest.
still had to go to shopping centre at birstall to pick them up last pair in stock had to get to store before it shut at five ,went to pig out at chinese buffet resturant from chicken sweet corn soup to shreded duck and pancakes cheese cake and ice cream, what diet.

Got a call this morning from the garagewhere the car is booked in and getting fixed. The mechanic has took out the gear box and the clutch fly wheel is totalled, because of this it will add another £400 on to the final price now i am looking at £879 in total ... OUCH its the cost of a mac air laptop, a two week holiday somewhere hot plasma tv with games console ,a decent chritmas , i have even bought and owned cars in the past that didn't cost that much,oh the joys of motoring .Its good job we both think shes worth it.

Listening to Nickleback :- Silver side up

Woke up this morning ready to put battery back in to car banging headache and no hot water boiler packed in again pay British gas a service charge every month they come out and fix it free of charge .

Replaced battery car didn't fire up with the car already in gear, out of gear it started then once the engine was ticking over i couldn't select any gears typical it was solid couldn't even force it in to 2ND gear reverse or first i phoned the garage that they would have to tow it in , eventually after leaving the engine running and trying to recode the radio i eventually got it in gear and manage to drive it the half mile to the garage its booked in to for repairs , the master cylinder has collapsed its going to be £350 to fix it i was expecting around £600 so iam happy its a lot less.

Gas repair man came out and fixed boiler that's one bill i don't have to pay for hot water and radiators back on .

Also phoned PC world then Dell to sort out a new power lead for the laptop, the other one packed in moby chewed it but they didn't know that should receive it the post tomorrow another thing fixed.

last night i didn't get home until quarter to seven even though i left at work at four went to Boot,s and to poundworld then the rest of the time i was on the bus stuck in a gridlock listening to Nickleback on my i-phone .

Off working nights this week so it straight home at four o clock , four weeks of catching public transport ie , the bus, the car is finally going in to get fixed tomorrow .

I have had to take the battery out and put it on charge hopefully it will fire up in the morning and at least get me to the garage still no idea of cost expecting to be in the region of £600, will have to wait and see when i started xatching the bus i was paying £1.15p a litre of diseil its now £1.21 ouch... do i really want my motor fixing ,rip of britain lucky us... feel like getting in my car and fcuking off but wouldnt get far enough on a tank of fuel.

worked until one got home and we took Moby out for his first walk he was scared of the cars and refused to walk on , we only made a few hundred yards before i went back to the house for his rubber ball, i bounced it and he followed did about five hundred yards then it started to rain and still he was afraid of the passing traffic we picked him up to carry him his ears was back and he was fretful so we headed home.
we went to the local pet shop bought a retractable 25 foot lead and a harness , once it was dark went to the local cemetery about a quarter of a mile away Helen's grandma is buried there , he was fine although it was dark we navigated the path and graves said jokingly to Helen hes found a bone when in fact it was a twig , he wasn't spooked by his surroundings and he was 100% better than he was in the afternoon as we headed home it started to rain again .

Taken the day off work i have to go to the hospital with Helen, she is finally going to see a specialist,at the neurology department to see whats going on , its been a longtime coming hopefully nothing will be a miss ,I spend most days at the same Hospital cleaning last weekend i was on theatres last night x-ray plaster room anti natal. i am now covering a wider area of the hospital and have moved out of my regular cleaning duties ,the time i am there goes a lot faster now and i am preferring it to what i worked on the last few years cleaning the creche which was always sand and paint and pva glue and rock solid weetabix spillages which was left over from breakfast and sets like concrete, they could repair the rest of the Hospital with that stuff , also i am meeting more people and getting more overtime which will help towards the repair bill for the car .
Helen chipped one of her tooth last night at the moment she is more concerned over that , seeing that she hates dentists and has a deep phobia over drills and pain and deep root treatments don't we all.
Moby has learnt to give high five when asked counting down the days to when we can pick his lead up and shout walks i know it will be all weathers come rain or shine wind hail and snow put we are both looking forward to it and it will give Helen the confidence to get out more during the day whilst i am at work.















LISTENING TO OMD :- HISTORY OF MODERN

Second week of catching public transport , have been calling in to Sainsburys in the city centre on the way home from my evening job to pick up supplies and essentials last week we ate a loads of pork this week its seems to be chicken.
Moby has had his second injection another seven days and he can go walking out outdoors cant take him to the moors just yet as its going to be another two weeks before the car is fixed.working today from one o clock Sunday service on the bus routes need to be at work for one second Sunday i have worked this month without the use of the car typical .getting use to the i-phone find our way round the apps are brilliant like the galaxy radio app get all possible radio stations once you download it so if anyone one reading this , and is due a upgrade then i recommend you get one beats all other phones hands down.

Freelander is off the road literally till end of the month, so its a second week of catching buses. its a pain i have to get up earlier and get home later which is no joy less time with Helen . Roll on when its fixed will keep this car till its dismise i will have to keep repairing it no chance of buying a new one to much interest over too long a time be five years to get a newer freelander with not much less mileage.
Helen is doing fine with her phone we wouldn't swap them cant say the same about the car.
Moby has his second injection Saturday he is doing well and can on command lay down , give paw. sit , and roll over he is grown in size incredibly fast , he has not chewed anything he shouldn't including Harvey the ragdoll.

Getting used to my I phone.Helen meet me in town yesterday , after I finished work at one its been a while since Helen as come in to town on her own to meet me .It was torrential rain most of the afternoon we called in to car phone warehouse and bought his and her cases hers is in White leather and mine in black leather for our new phones.
Went to McDonald's why not sure as we both prefer Burger King , Helen getting sick of her phone she as little patience if things don't go right first time i finally got apps on her phone mainly the face book app she can add what ever she wants , and got both phones syncing with itunes.Told her to stick with it a few days she will be fine ,be more difficult with no pc.

Working weekend cleaning at the hospital,Helen and I both got a 3G 8gig I phone. We was due a up grade and the hand set was free.getting use to it slowly,still can't get I tunes to recognise the phone and cant sign up for iTunes so cant get any apps even free ones

Saturday
Got my laptop back in the morning had to reload everything back on to it always fun starting with a clean slate.
dropped Helen of at Louie's hair salon for her hair colouring cutting and for her eyebrows doing .
Took Moby our border collie pup to the vets for his first injections he has another in a fortnight then a week after that he can go out , he was also wormed and deflead , Moby was sick on the way back never mind him being on dried food its not too bad to clean up.
Went back to the hairdresser's and had mine cut , Helen was finished mine never takes that long ten minutes tops.
Went to Asda bought the ingredients for a lasagna and some bottles of Jacques fruit cider on offer under £3.00 a bottle and some tiramasu for desert.

Picked my daughter up and her friend Farah its been a few weeks since we last had her over and its always nice to meet up , dropped in to see Mark its a while since they have seen each other must be well over five six years how time flies by she thought his house resembled Amitiville horror house she felt spooked in some of the rooms Went back home for food then went to the Light in Leeds city centre to watch the latest Resident evil film afterlife in 3D was better than i thought and of course better effects in 3D ,even got to keep the glasses that finished at half eleven took my daughter back home .