SLOW

Helen as smoked one real cigarette today 1st time in years this will have happened certainly never in the time i have been with her which must be six years as it ever happened once even  the times when she has been ill., she is grumpy though .

I was asked to work through the night saturday from six p.m until Sunday 6 a.m i turned it down as  i have  done over fifty hours this week already it would just fuck the weekend up specially as it's been hot all week and hopefully so is the weekend .

Still heard nothing from our lawyers that we are selling our house through guessing it cant be any longer than another six weeks until we exchange contracts and money is paid .

Doing twelve hour shifts as totally knackered me  and made the week go really slow i keep thinking it is Saturday and its only Friday , i just want to sleep my eyes are heavy and i cant get the picture of our big comfy bed out of my head.

Watching -  nothing

Craving - sleep

Wanting - sunny weekend