finally got the grass cut to the front and the rear of the house Helen is now suffering with her recurring back pains she has been working really hard painting walls and ceilings she doesn't stop plus she has been doing extra hours on her hospital shift.Her son Ste who lives with us as been laid off which is going to make life had going his board money will sadly be missed so far he has paid us up to date so no immediate worries.
Need to start budgeting money know for the next couple of years we have to be careful both gas and electric are on metres we need to make sure they are always topped up and that no matter what we always have gas and electric.But still in love with Helen have no regrets still smiling still miss her when she is not with me got a trip planned for Scotland in November and going to wedding on the isle of White next year plenty of things to forward to plenty of things that will take us nearer to January 2011 when i stop paying maintenance money every month of £386 a month