Ellie is being stubborn and irresponsible because she wont go to the doctors and i don't know what to do or how far to push to make her go. She as found what she thinks is a lump in her left breast and also its been sore over the last week or so. The first time she mentioned it to me was last night.This morning when we woke she said she was fine and it was soft again and less sore than it was , but i could see she was telling me what she thought i wanted to hear.
She hopefully knows , but if she don't , i will make sure she does that i do love her regardless , and i will care for her look after her regardless through thick and thing in sickness and in health she is my world and i wont ever stop loving her.
ignorance is not bliss when it comes to something like this .

Regarding the conservatory furniture its way too big to fit in the little conservatory that we have and they wont split it down so instead we are getting a plate rack for the dresser we have and four pine chairs which Ellie will paint white shabby chic style for the dining room .